Please~ read this, for me.I received a petition on facebook about a similar cruelty, showing pictures. I didnt even look at the whole thing, but images flooded back into my head about my prior petition that I signed for....
I CANNOT receive these petitions anymore, guys.
After I got that facebook thing, I snapped. I started crying and shaking. THATS how much that prior video left me. I'm not mad at anyone, except for the ones who do the cruelty. I do not like it IN THE SLIGHTEST, and would love to end it, but my mental capacity cannot stand to see something like that.
I am extremely sensitive to life. To living. To animals and humans and everything alike. I cant even kill a bug, despite how I hate them. I get scared to do it, and I feel sick after I've killed a spider. Thats how stupid I am on stuff like that.
PLEASE, be kind to me, and DO NOT show me sensitive material. Dont talk to me about it. Dont tell me about it. Dont ask me to just sign a petition and I dont have to look at anything. I DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT ANYTHING ABOUT THIS PETITION, I JUST STARTED SHAKING AND CRYING.
My mind cant handle the information or the thought. All there was on the face book post was a picture of a cat. I could IMAGINE the ENTIRE SCENE just by reading what was there. With that picture. I didnt even have to see it. I just freaked out. Completely.
PLEASE, PLEASE, I beg of you all. DO NOT SEND ME SENSITIVE MATIERAL, DO NOT TELL ME ABOUT IT, DO NOT SHOW ME ANYTHING OR TELL ME ANYTHING I know whats out there, I really do, but my mind cant handle it.
Thank you, everyone.
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I didn't even look at the videos or pictures myself, I just read about it myself (as I got invited to join it as well) and invited people I knew loved animals as much as me, but I never meant to upset you. I'm sorry.
I see people set up tables in the city and call out to you and ask if you want to sign so-and-so to stop animal cruelty, but I can't even look in that direction because they have a ton of imagery of mutilated animals at their tables... I can't imagine the amount of people it can freak out. Little kids walk by there too.. geez, is there no decency? I know it's more effective to have shocking imagery.. but.. blah!
I'm not nearly as bad as you, but I can understand why you're feeling this way. ): <3
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When I was little, I was picked on by a bully, and one day he came up and hit me in the face for no reason... pretty hard. Looking back on it, I could have torn that kid apart. I was trained in martial arts for years at that time, and was ready for a moment like that... but when it came down to it. I just couldn't hit him back. I was so stricken and paralyzed with fear, that the idea of a human hurting another human simply made no sense. I was scared and my idea of reality was shattered.
The same thing happened to me recently when an Iraq war veteran came and talked to me about some of the things he saw and experienced. It made me realize what a bubble we live in, and how none of us have any clue as to what the world really is like...
Don't worry or dwell too much on it. Don't let emotions like this consume you. Remember.. you will always feel pain. But the truly invincible people, are the ones who accept the nature of pain, not try to get rid of it all together.
I love animals and I TOTALLY understand and would love to do help out any and all animals I can, but after realizing that Im not over from what I saw before... It just haunts me. LIKE BAD.
Please dont beat yourself up, it wasnt just you I swear, I received a TON.
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