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Thu Jun 11, 2009, 8:45 AM
Hey guys. :)

I keep trying to update with more drawings and stuff thats going on, and I hope you all are enjoying... Im still trying really hard to keep getting better, at school or not. Trying out different things and whatnot.... Im really sorry I've been so late on some of your all's stuff. I think Im going to stop opting in for contests for a while until I can finally get caught up. ; ;

I'm trying to do a lot right now... but mostly drowning myself out in work, doddles, and playing FFXI. Reason being is that Im worried as heck right now that I wont get my loan.

If I dont... I cant continue to go to school. Which worries me a lot. I wanted to practice more animation in a better setting and being back there and... now Im just scared. So please bear with me. I feel like Im always scared anymore about money or this or that, and Im really trying hard to punch through it so I can keep trucking along no matter what happens... to finish all my prior tasks that I set out to do. You know? I gotta stop letting this stuff get to me and just DO WHATEVER and just hope for the best and stop worrying all the time cause it's really effecting me D:

Anyways! I hope you all are doing well. What have you guys been up to? What are your worries? How do you get through them? :3

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:iconvividillustrator:
There was a point in my life where i was going through something simular, so I understand how you feel. And I wish you the very best. :hug:

But as you said you just have to not let it get to you, what happens, happens. I KNOW you will get through this! And you have to keep telling yourself that. At least you know you have great friends to back you up :)

Also we can do an art trade/collab if you need some inspiration! :) :heart:

Be strong girl!

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:iconlaifierr:
You can do it! I hope you get your loan so you can continue on with animation. :) I always wanted to do animation ;;

As for me, I'm trying to find a job, and one that doesn't suck too much >.>;

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:iconpriestessofpie:
Ha. I stress out a lot too. It's very annoying when you know you shouldn't but can't stop. XD I usually stuff my face with starchy foods. That always makes me feel better.

:iconimhappyplz:

Cheer up though, everything in life happens as it should. Just keep working toward your goal. =3 (and take a break when you need one)
:iconlordwarhammer:
you'll pull through.
heck your a lot closer to finishing than I am.

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:iconx4leafx:
I am just entering the world of art school. =/ Hopefully I will not find myself in the same boat. Though I do hope for the best, either way, things will definitely work out for you.

Whenever I have a problem that I can't do anything but worry about, I try to meditate. I stop trying to figure out, solve, and understand, and just start drifting, observing, and appreciating.

I have a bad habit of letting things stress me out, and thinking too much about things. But the only thing I do when I worry myself, is sabatoge my own efforts. All my mind hears me say when I worry, is what I don't want. And when I think about what I don't want, my mind makes it come true.

Hopefully that helped some. =o Things will work out.
:icondhkite:
You can do it, Rin! Just hang in there till it works out!

As for me... I get through my worries with lack of sleep, confusion, questions, but know that I have to pull through to get the worries out of the way to make room for life.

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:icondragozai:
ugh.. I hate not knowing what to do in the future or what's coming <.< HATE IT! XD I have no idea if I'll get into university after army-service, adn if I don't I dunno what the hell to do =3
:iconfallenintoshadows:
I hope things turn out ok for you. Did you ask about an overdraft? Generally when I'm worrying about something I try and think of a back up plan but it isn't always easy. Best thing to do is to stay positive and I know it's hard but try not to worry so much because it won't help :P We're all here for you! :hug:
:iconwitheringmoon:
Gah, I just finished up a loan fiasco myself. Keep up with your financial aid office and ask them what options there are if you can't get your loan (camp outside their door!). Loans are a pain in the butt to get right now, but for students, there's usually quite a few options. Even if it looks likes things are getting really bleak and your out of options, there's usually another option hiding around somewhere. :3 Don't feel blue!! Well, ok, I can't convince you not to feel down, but things have a way of working themselves out. XD Keep us updated!!

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